Rainy days at Union are perfect for many things:
- Finishing up your Steinmetz poster/presentation
- Getting a head start on studying for finals (its week 7!)
- Getting sushi in Reamer
- Making plans for Commencement
only two more months..
I used to want to be in that clique and this group of people. I used to push to always hang out with them. It’s funny because looking at them now, they’re all still together after several years of graduating from high school. No new friends, nothing accomplished. Yeah they party together, they hang out and have fun but they also talk mad shit about each other and gossip about one another too. It feels like they haven’t moved on from high school after all these years. Once in a while I would talk to them and it would still be the same crap about other people’s business. What about new opportunities you’ve gone into? Or new things you’ve tried? NOTHING. It’s all the same immaturity. Looking back, I’ve realized how unhappy I really was while being with them. The negativity they would posses. The shit talk about each other while smiling at each other at the same time - . Yes the parties were fun, the drinking was great, no objections to those. But at the end of the day when shit went down, NONE of them were there and when they were there, it would be because they were curious, not because they cared.
It’s been years now since and I don’t think I’ve made a better choice than what I did - cut connections with them. When all that time I thought they were my “bestfriends”, when through the shit I thought they “really cared”, it was all nothing. The unnecessary drama, the backstabbing and the insane gossip, killed me.
I’ve grown away from them and I’ve been a hundred times happier! Meeting new people while they still all hangout with themselves, diving into better opportunities as they are still stagnant in whatever they’re doing and fulfilling accomplishments. Yeah it hurts sometimes to think that after all those years, it’s as if they have forgotten about me when I can’t remember the one time I’ve done any of them wrong. I thought I needed them to get to where I wanted to be, but all I really needed were better people. People who really care.REAL PEOPLE.
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